how money can cause so much problems within a family. im not talking bout my family but whoever im talking about isnt really much of your business. im just speaking my mind.

anw. i am really very upset, way beyond words. a young family is about to be broken up cruelly and the young daughter's about to lose a daddy. now its not to say that its nobody's fault and its all down to bad luck. we got to know that its important that one gets one's foundations right before really making the decision to settle down and start a family. no matter how eager you may be.

now. the daddy of this family is debt ridden and the mom. oh goodness! i expected her to be much much more supportive! isnt that what marriages are for? stick thru thick and thin? joy and woe? or is it just a load of bullshit nowadays? RUBBISH.

i got no way to help. papers have already been served. fuck this god forsaken cruel sumbitch world. i can only hope. that lord help me strike lottery. so i can help out this family which i hold dear to my heart.

i am really sad. i cant help. i can only watch, wait and see.

oh god. i pray hard that help will arrive.

i swear i'll be a good boy.

i mean it

11:18 pm