work at SPH is super. though at times boring. the people i get to meet more than make up for it! my division's office is located just next to The New Paper's office and im lovin it. get to see and meet people. would be great for my future communications career! really glad i took on this job. TBH, i really was waiting for something like this. i hope i get to attend events soon. people will bring me hopefully (: and yes build up my network!

GO JONATHAN!

UPDATE:

why why why do people behave in such a manner? a defeatist attitude gets you nowhere! you havent even begun the battle and yet you already conceded defeat? what kind of logic is this? im simply sick of such mindsets. every matter you go thinking, 'sure lose, not worth it' instead of 'yeah lets go all out for it'

for fucks sake, what are my friends turning out into? god damn anti social introverts. every thing is just all talk no action. they are content just staying in their own shells, living in their own world.

ever since i left poly, ive realised that they have become more and more secluded in their own little circle. as a matter of fact, they just want to stay and hide in their little pathetic shells of a world. i dont give a flying fuck about who reads this. fine. you guys never really regarded me as one of your own anyway.

im always the 'english speaking misfit' to you guys since i-dont-know-when. its only those who aint as narrow minded who accept me for who i am. fine then. do things your own way. I AM SO DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU GUYS. STUPID NARROW-MINDED ONE DIMENSIONAL THINKING. w exception to jing hui and jin hao and sam.

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