i pretty much just screwed up my entire life in one night.
to make things worse, i dont know why but i have these painful shocks constantly shooting through my arms. BOTH my arms.
its a thankless job being who i really am. but i'll carry on with it. its alright if im not alright, as long as the people i love are alright. i foresee a restless night ahead.
good night people.
11:35 pm