i came across the blog of the young lady whose dearest boyfriend, sadly, left her during his training stint in brunei. i read the news but that was it. until i read her blog. it left me all teary eyed, my heart goes out to you, if you ever read this.
sadly, i didnt know personally the young man whose life was so tragically cut short but yet i could feel, really feel that he really cared a lot about his girlfriend, the young lady who goes by the name of charlene.
it made me aware of how silly ive been sometimes. times when i got into little bouts of jealousy, times when i couldnt hold my tongue and said things that i shouldnt have said. and all this made my own precious princess upset.
there are more to this world, to this love, to this reality than silly tantrums.
like him, i am the type to give my very all for my beloved girl, i dont deny seeing similarities with him and me, and it makes me upset at how cruel this world is. somewhere out there, charlene will never really be able to feel his love for her again.
i really dread the thought of having my loved one snatched away from me. and then i'll have to walk alone. maybe that's why i never stop telling her how much i miss her and how much i love her. because she really means that much to me, even though she doesnt really like me to say it too often. the irony.
i cant help but re-read her blog, and everytime i re-read all her recent posts, it never fails to bring tears to my eyes.
bah. i dont know what im saying right now. a little incoherent.
i just called my princess, she sounds so lovely when she just wakes up. and to think i cant see her till 6pm. as i always say, im really thankful i have her. my past counts for nothing now, she is my present, and my future. say what you want, but im going out on a limb and saying that she will be the one whom i love the most.
my baby, i miss her so much right now.
charlene, im sorry for your loss. honestly, my heart goes out to you.
i know you'll never be able to recover fully from such a crushing blow, he'll always be a part of you. but still, i really wish the best for you.
i dont want to talk anymore.
my friends, read about her if you want to. offer her words of support as well. its really going to make you sad, so be ready.
