i went for my psych appointment today. the doctor said that im the most interesting case that she's seen. its a her btw.
somehow in between the hour-long session,
she managed to find out, or rather i explained to her that im a risk taker and that i am not the type to conform, im quite different from her other patients apparently.a quote from her about me,
"you are who you are, you are your own man and you do not really bother about what people think about you."
hmm yeah i guess thats quite true.
anyway doc. you're right about one more thing. im not one to easily get upset over minor matters, but with matters pertaining to the people i love, i tend to take a vested interest in it. kudos to youwhat she (my doc) doesnt know is that i am willing to conform, and i am doing so right now. for my special somebody.
im learning to be a better person by curbing my bad temper and acid tongue. thats not to say that its going away permanently, that would suck! but just tone it down and use it appropriately.
oh well. she requested to read my stories, okay so i printed them for her. she says that i veer very much towards the dark and melancholic side when i write, in contrast to the personality i am when im out.
its not as if i didnt know already, i am the broody type when im alone, i tend to think quite alot, but its a totally different matter when im outside, when i go crazy crazy fun
basically she's just telling me what i already know. and i like the fact that at some times during the session i am the one leading the conversation, bombarding her with questions and such. you can see that she doesnt really expect that i would be the one asking the questions and that i would be leading. she kept saying that im very interesting (maybe she's interested in me, haa!). i guess the usual psych patients just sit there and listen.
*shrugs*
haa.
next consultation's in a month's time. lets see what happens then.
nessa baby i wanted to tell you all this, but you had a bad headache + some other matter between us (ahem). so i didnt tell you just now. i had to blog it before i forgot about it. sorry if you have to read it here okay?
get well soon, my love
big hug for you!
you're my sweetheart and you know that