sometimes i feel like an idiot.

i say things i shouldnt say, and because of that people get annoyed with me.

i do things i shouldnt do, and then i look back and shake my head with disappointment.



sometimes, when opportunity knocks, i rush to open the door in time, as we all would.

but as luck would have it, sometimes you're just a moment too late, and by then opportunity would have left already.

what happens then?

the door gets slammed right shut in your face, and you're left reeling from the blow.

the luck just wasnt with you.

what do i do then?

well most of the time, i lay the blame squarely on my shoulders.

try harder next time.


oh yeah, btw, happy birthday mum.

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